|My face and left hand|
I still feel terrible. I am not reeling any longer, and I can stand my ground.
My outsides match that internal upset. But I need to start something to keep myself together.
That means exercise. That means a hair cut (scheduled for this Friday). That *might* mean wearing makeup more often.
What else should it mean? More rest? (Once Liv and I are better that should come) More reading? More movies?
I've got to keep myself together. I do not want to feel "better" or OK with the situation, but I do want to be able to live my life and be ready for whatever comes our way.